SmellsLikeTeenSpirit

*taken from my friend's blog*

In The loneliness of the night I sat here alone thinking about my day, my night, my life..
I thought about whether it is the right thing to have relationship regardless where..
Pretty obvious that keeping a relationship is a very hard work
I can't seem to focus about it..
I wonder what's wrong ???
I think it is because of distance and the whole bother about being miles away from my love one..
I can't hold myself for not missing him
But I know that it is not that simple to just jump on the plane and see him..
and expect that we both will get along..
Who would know for sure ?
Not to mention if I see him would things be the same ?
Would I get accepted ?

*quiz of the day*


What Is Your Animal Personality?
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*poor juve*



hwuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, juve kalahhhhhhhhhhh!!! [telat yah postingnya :p]
mana kalahnya di babak penalty !
gak seruuuuuuuuu!!!
huhuhuhu.
padahal kan aku udah teriak2 kasih support sampe tenggorokan kering en mblebegi kupingnya arista sama albert yg lagi ngerjain tugas bersama di kamarku.
by the way, tugasnya udah selese hore horeeeeeee
tinggal presentasi hixz hixz hixz.
mana minggu depan presentasi project.
grupku, Phoenix Consultancy, kebagian maju pertama!
4 juni, jam 8.45!!!
dan gurunya si king, mbah porte, en si momok Philips!
damn it!!!

*I Want To Go Back To Where We Met*

huhuhuhu, tadi sempet nangis pas nonton inuyasha serie 48.
hwuahuwhuahwuhau, meskano banget ikz...

emang bener yah,
harta paling berharga diseluruh dunia adalah hati seorang wanita!

Matthijs

the guy next door.
tetangga kamarku yg gila! hahahaha
but i like him anyway.
he's fun to be around with :p
sama2 sanguinis yg crazy.
td abis ngobrol di tempatnya.
abis itu ketemu di msn, chatting.
hahahaha, ngobrol banyak.
kita bener2 "talking"
lumayan juga tuh org buat di ajak omongan.
he promised to buy me a pizza!
dia selalu bilang, kalo tetangga satunya yg china, si pianpian,
selalu keliatan angry.
katanya beda banget dg aku yg selalu ketawa en always try to kick him.
hahahaha.
if u dont keep ur promise, i'll kick ur ass!!
mmm, aku punya panggilan baru buat dia:
"Smart Ass"
huahuahaua

it's nice to have him as a neighbour.
he's kind, funny, eassy going, fun, en Crazyyyyyy!!!
hahahaha

What???

Happy B-Day Mia


mia, met ultah yah :)
smoga panjang umur
tambah tinggi 5 cm
dapet pacar yg baik dan care
kuliahnya sukses
dulu kita selalu berbagi impian bersama
berkhayal sampai kelangit sembilan
sama2 suka berfantasi
kita adalah sepasang pengkhayal yg tak masuk akal!!
tapi hidup kita memang ceria dan penuh warna
masihkah impian kita sejalan bersisian??
thx for being such a great friend for me...
we've been best friends for years.
hope it will never end...

*My New Keyboard*



akhirnya tadi beli keyboard baru.
yg lama udah error.
ada beberapa keys yg mati.

tadi pulang kuliah mampir toko kompi,
niatnya sih cman liat2 aja.
tapi terus liat keyboard.
pertamanya cman bilang ke beruang,
"itu keyboardnya apik yah? nanti aku beli deh"
si beruang juga suka,
trus kita keluar, mo ke toko nina.
pas mo mbuka kunci sepeda, pikiran berubah.
mending aku beli sekarang hehehehe.
ya udah masuk lagi.
trus ngantri depan kassa. lumayan rame ikz.
aku sama beruang sih biasa, kalo ngantri pasti sambil bercanda dan ketawa2 :p.
mana mukaku hampir kena sikut org depan lagu huhuhuhu.
pas giliran dilayani:
"hi, i'd like to get this microsoft keyboard" sambil nunjuk kebawah.
soalnya keyboardnya di pajang di etalase kassa. jadinya kassirnya gak bisa liat.
trus dia tanya: "which one?"
"mmmm, pokoknya yg ini." sambil tetep nunjuk ke bawah huehehehe
"ok, brarti aku hrs kedepan liat dulu" akhirnya si kassirnya keluar kassa, liat keyboard yg aku pengini.
huehehehe, iseng aja ngerjain kassir :p
abis itu si kassir ngambil barangnya dari dalam.
"Microsoft Multimedia Keyboard"
katanya sambil senyum.
harganya 35 euro.
akhirnya keluar toko sambil nenteng keyboard en naik sepeda.
trus mampir toko nina bentar.
trus ke deka, belanja sedikit :p

Hari ini aku mendapatkan pelukan seorang ibu...



begitu hangat dan nyaman
ada rasa kasih sayang yg kurindukan...

jiwaku terasa lebih damai
sudah berhari-hari perasaan kacau, tak tenang, penuh ragu dan ketidak pastian

i'm about to make my moving,
changing my life.
i have to choose, go straight or turn to the "right"

aku tak tau...

please give me some spirit
dont leave me alone...
I NEED YOU!

ketika aku memandang bayangan diriku dalam cermin,
tanpa pakaian....
dengan pakaian....
it's just same old me!!

terkadang aku ingin tampak sedikit lebih manis dan menarik,
dg pakaian cewek yg lebih feminin
dg wajah sedikit terpoles make up...
but, i just cant make it!
that's not my style!

aku lebih suka dg diriku apa adanya.
yg biasa...natural
biarpun tampak usang

aku tak peduli kalo temanku bilang:
kamu itu cewek, kelihatan sedikit sexy kan gak papa.
kamu harus mulai ber dandan, untuk menarik cowok.
wakz!!
aku juga tak bermaksud menarik perhatian org2.
hixz, aku hanya ingin tampak cantik dimata org yg kusayangi.
but, i will never be good enough for him :(

Happy B-Day Daffa'


happy birthday daffa'
happy birthday daffa'
happy birthday dear daffa'
happy birthday to you...

met ultah ke-4 ya daff'...
sayang tante nggak bisa ngasih kado,
just wishing all the best for u.
taun ajaran baru ini kamu udah mulai masuk tk, hrs belajar yg rajin biar tambah pinter.
jgn males belajar bahasa inggris (he likes to learn english...maybe coz when he was a baby, i cuddled him by singing english songs :p)
jgn nakal2 banget yah, kasihan mama papa.
kalo besar nanti, jadilah cowok yg baik, yg bertanggung jawab, yg penyayang.
jgn suka nyakitin cewek2, remember that u have a little sister!
u will get angry if someone breaks her heart, wont u?
so be nice to girls, treat them kindly.
dont ever play with their hearts.
otherwise, i'll kick ur ass my self! en i mean it!

btw, thx ya daff...
karena kamu, aku jadi menyukai anak2.
thx for letting me love you, it makes me love other children :)
sayang, hari2 kebersamaan kita dulu cman sebentar.
tp paling nggak, aku termasuk salah satu org terpenting dalam 3 bulan pertama mu di dunia.
aku yg mencuci dan menyetrika pakaian2 bayimu.
menggendongmu sepanjang hari,
singing a song kalo kamu nangis.
dulu aku adalah ibu kedua bagimu,
ibu tanpa air susu...itulah perbedaanku dg mamamu.
tp sekarang, mungkin kita sudah tak sedekat dulu.
but i love u anyway :)

dasar cengeng!!!

dont know why tears running down on my cheeks so suddenly...

*I Love U, MOTHER...

M is for the miracle of being,
O is for its origin in love,
T is for the tenderness of seeing,
H is for a home no wind can move,
E is for the ectasy of living,
R is for the recklessness of giving.

who wiped my eyes when i was sad?
who took care of me when i was sick?
who encouraged me to do my best,
but made me feel good when my best wasnt good enough?
who ran to help me when i fell,
en would some pretty story tell
or kiss the place to make it well?

Thanx MOM!
for all the great things u did for me growing up.
u are the best.
"I LOVE U!"

but i'm sorry,
sometimes i forgot about u...
i'm dumb! yes i am!!
how could i always think 'bout someone else, more than thinking bout u??
i'm just a selfish!

suatu hari nanti,
kan kuajak kau kesini...
kan kuantarkan berkeliling kemanapun kau mau
melihat pemandangan...
makan es krim haagen dazz atau garone
bermain di sixflags, naik goliath atau kora2. whatever u like.
berbelanja bersama.
membantumu memilih baju, dan menungguimu di depan kamar pas.
just doing some other things, that mom en daughter used to do
melakukan segalanya yg tak pernah kita lakukan bersama...
memasak, memijiti punggung dan kakimu...

ibu...
adalah orang yg benar2 menyayangiku, the way i am
yg benar2 peduli padaku
memikirkan ku
mengkhawatirkan aku
org yg nada suaranya bergetar ketika mengobrol denganku
yg selalu mengharapkan mendengar ocehanku....meskipun aku jarang menelponnya...
i'm sorry i'm sorry...mom...
from now on, i promise no one else will ever take ur place from my heart, again
the place for my number one
the most important person in my life...
i love u mom...
i just wish that i can be a good girl, for u...

i dont know why i am crying...
these tears are all for u...even though u dont know it, mom...

Happy Mothers's Day
for the most perfect creation God has ever made....

will i be a mother?
someday...maybe...

*song of the day*

All I Have To Do Is Dream

Dream, dream dream dream, dream, dream dream dream

When I want you in my arms, when I want you and all your charms
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is

Dream, dream dream dream, dream, dream dream dream

When I feel blue in the night, and I need you to hold me tight
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is
Dream...

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine, any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz, I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die, I love you so, and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is

Dream, dream dream dream

Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is
Dream...

I can make you mine, taste your lips of wine, any time, night or day
Only trouble is, gee wiz, I'm dreamin' my life away

I need you so that I could die, I love you so, and that is why
Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is

Dream, dream dream dream

Whenever I want you, all I have to do, is
Dream...

*quiz of the day*


pure


What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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You and your lover are in a room alone. What's the first thing you do?
-Um....talk?

Which of the following do you find irresistable?
-Cameras, fenceholes, mirrors, open windows

Dude! I just caught you lookin' at porn on my computer! What were you looking at?
-Ooh! Am I in trouble? Are you going to punish me? Please?

Which childhood trauma do you most closely identify with?
-Uh....I don't know what the hell kinda childhood -you- had. Mine was normal

*ikan*

IKAN SALMON itu bentuknya ramping, indah, dagingya pink muda dan enak dimakan.
Tapi sayangnya mahal, soalnya import. Ini WANITA KARIR.

IKAN SAPU-SAPU itu murah dan selalu nempel di kaca akuarium.
Kalo udah nempel, susah bgt lepasnya. Ini ANAK SMU.

IKAN LELE itu murah dan bisa dimakan kapan saja.
Tapi hati-hati, adapatilnya. Ini PEREK.

IKAN KOKI itu mahal, indah bentuk, warna, dan lenggak-lenggoknya.
Sayangnya hanya bisa dikagumi, tak bisa dimakan, karena ikan hiasan.
Ini BINI ORANG.

IKAN TERI itu murah dan bisa dimakan kapan saja. Rasanya asin,
bentuk danrasanya begitu-begituuu...saja. Ini BINI SENDIRI.